today i dint put my foot out of the house even one time, i only close the window (cos it rained)
woke up thinking it was sat, so on the tv wanted to watch doreamon o__o
and then come out i dont know what. so disappointing.
i remember last time i k1, k2 tt time when there was no kids central,
930 got batman one. then after tt is barney. and last time the cartoon vry nice one lo.
now like all so lame and not interesting, not funny, not thrilling, not cute.
somemore they talk tt time cannot hear.
now i think got....spongebob square pants, jimmy neutron, fairly odd parents, mr bean, tom and jerry nice only i think.
and how come now no teletubbies already. become care bear. then the care bear so many colours then the stomach got rainbow one :O and i think not as cute and nice as teletubies but then popular got so many leh.
now also no winnie the pooh the honey bear and tiger which always pong pong pong one.
then no roadrunner also :(
lol suddenly write about drama xD
heh next week is chem. die man. cos the bondings i dint get it right last year beginning of year....
i miss like 4,5 hrs lessons of chem and 3,4 hrs history lessons ><
dint do well for chem blocks tt term. 26/40. almost failed and i think i got phobia after tt..even though sec1 i got 38/40 for chem lol.
and IH is worst. there is so much things. but can extract but scared never take impt points. dilemma when writing notes. and i think im rewriting notes-.-
i dont want to study. who dont wants. but studying is impt. i dont even know what i want to be next time...
i want to be a doctor i think but need many years of studying D:
buisness? i not crafty and calm and effiecient enough.
actually i want to be forensic, work for police to solve crimes one:D
but singapore also nth much murder so no $$
practices guitar just now...tried sight reading. can la but slower cos the lines so close to each other all look the same then i will HUH?! whats tt tau gay note?
practice "the gay parade" cos teacher say go back play.
then my mom started playing with the guitar and she pluck the string ! as in pluck it upwards LOL.
yaye bdiv won rgs 26-13:D
i think the defenders and midfields did vry well in defending. can see it was more of a defence game and they did nanyang proud!:)
mon 1030 got Leave Of Absence again! but woah miss so many lessons xD but really crucial match so it is worth it!
to think of it, the REAL trngs are going to start in like 3 weeks....
and im feeling scared. really scared. im scared of the stress.
cos i dont think i can go to the standard yuxuan, cherynn,zhengliang, jiaen, shihui are at now.
it takes great determination and perserverance to go to tt high standards.
people say dont look down on yrself before you even try.
but words are just words. trying it yrself is even more difficult.
and as snrs, we must like lead jnrs and have vry good trng attitude so tt they will have also. sort of influence them.
and 2.4km every trng. beep test. 400m under 1min45sec (2 sets). 5 rounds(one run one jog). suicides. long short long.
it is good for stamina but everytime i go through these, it is mentally struggle especially 2.4km and beep test. cos like want to improve then must push and push my limits.
my reactions so slow somemore. like ball come, i take 1 more second then ppl to realise it is coming...
and then! im the shortest circle defender! lingting, liyi, zhi yi, shuyi even taller than me can :(
okay so i must aim to jump higher and at the right time!
and drink more milk. but i only drink soya milk -->calcium lesser, grow slower.
lol dont know what i talking here. shall go do some work...
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
:)
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