Saturday, March 28, 2009.
hehe feel like posting so i shall post:D
pictures first:)
shannon at my downstairs swinging LOL
self explanatory:)

siao one.

at weishan's house lol. spot the difference....
weishan's dog doodle:) the dog food brand one.

justina as "guai kia" for our la sia video xD damn funny look like praying penties hehe.

close view. weishan look like she proposing to shannon behind...

me and amanda:) cos shannon and junqi change vry long nth to do so just take lo hehe.

after dinner after gathering :) yaye wanglaoshi was there.

at ecp outside 7-11. i think this picture vry funny haha. amanda is like dabian-ing. shannon eating loli. junqi eating egg so cannot open mouth :O. tania and kahmun= models
ytd trng was quite horrible...
jiaomei came down to train us then we disappointed her vry badly :(
cos our runs, drives, catching throwing all like even lousier than cdiv days....
bleh vry scary.
then courtwork we keep making mistakes.
then she said sth like "woah i next time dont want come down already even if i miss yall."
then vry sad :( aiyoyo...
and we trained till 645 cos our standard was vry vry bad...
and after jiaomei left, we had a talk till 730 with jaimehong..
we must really pull our socks up!!
cos like what jaime said, how we fare will be how the jnrs fare.
so we cannot just let nynb kua diao.
must push jnrs up to higher standard like how sec4s did to us last time.
i think our batch can improve and deprove at a vry fast acceleration. increasing acceleration and decreasing deceleration LOL.
reached home abt 9 xD
today i went to see doctor in the morning...
cos my flu quite bad...argg now its the wrong time to get sick:(
then i went to cut my hair (WRONG DECISION)
alamak man.
now i dont knw how to face ppl...
i want to cut cos the fringe will kuchi kuchi my eyes then just tell the PRC trim and fringe cut short.
then it became like THAT!
haiyo whats done cannot be undone...
the fringe now super short and thin until i look like prisoner.
somemore i black black one. look like weird prisoner.
worse still if i look like mas selamat :O
ok but my hair not curly as mas selamat so nvm:)
when i reached home abt 12+ amanda tan piggyhead then wake up LOL. bendan :P
then after tt shannon came my house for project meeting and she ate lunch herself at my house market there...
paiseh ah cant accompany you cos i was sleeping><
we were going to do the video but then this shannon hor go do like 3/4 of everything already!
so we only did NG scenese. the video vry funny la. cos justina siao one. then some things we say until vry weird.
and then went facebook. and i created a pet in pet society called "booka" cos my maple assasin call "winterbooka" then dont know what to call so call tt lo.
then super lame one. go ppl house kiss and hug and punch and dance can earn $$ then you go scrub and soap then clean can earn $$ too. then play and play so lame.
at first i was laughing cos how can you go ppl house then go scrub them and then go and soap then as and when you like it! then it seems vry funny cos i still get $$ from tt.
ok then i went betting on who will win the race.
first one bet peishan cos her points high so should win. then i won the bet haha.
then after tt i bet ms li. THEN I LOST LOL.
my mother came back so we eat and show my mother the video.
then want go downstairs play billet but then got ppl book :(
so go playground and swing here swing there. i still scared of heights. if go too high, my heart will jump and i start laughing and laughing lol.
then shannon had to go back cos she need go jj lin concert....
went for my niece's 1month birthday thing.
then almost all i dont know one
just see alot of children running arnd play here play there one.
then got one triplets vry funny. cos the oldest the size the smallest. the youngest the size the biggest.
and then we play some thing like put one pyramid there, then on top got some palm spring move here move there one. then you have to throw the circular hoop aim inside.
haha then we challenged so i tyco get in alot then they say i cheat one.
then put super far and high and go shake the spring palm LOL
and then got two mothers(my cousins) like start convo with my mother abt children.
then their children p2, p3 only.
but they scared their children learn the wrong way. especially for sec1 and 2.
keep asking us how we study, how to manage then what pocket money.
then ask until vry funny cos they seem vry suaku.
and ask my mother "you still bring yr children to park drng weekends?"
LOL go park hahah.
and they realise how little we sleep, they :O then vry funny.
through the convo, i realise my mother got alot of activities and vry free.
cos she got line-dancing, yoga, charity work, go temple recitals every week.
super tired now and i haven even started on any hm arhh....
ok shall go do now...

{ 8:26 AM }

Tuesday, March 24, 2009.
heh haven been posting recently.
guess i was too busy with school work, project and sleeping.
class gathering was like a clique gathering lo xD
at first me and shannon reach tampines mall then we tried to contact ppl tt were on going.
then we went playground first and got one spinny thing quite scary and fun:)
waited for amanda to be available cos she got choir friendly then she said NO ONE from her side was coming :O
then kahmun said she was coming. so total :4
went to eat lunch at ljs where i only ate fries cos quite full due to roti prata in the morn><
then received sms from junqi say she can come also total : 5
LOL took taxi to ecp cos bus service starts at 1400.
went macs to see junqi eat lunch. then tania say she on the way with kahmun total :6
haha tt was the max number of people for CLASS gathering:)
then cracked some jokes awaiting the arrival of amanda tan!
and she appeared like from the wrong direction one xD
and kahmun couldnt get black, orange, kahmun, tania nose, jolene magic hahaha.
it was super funny cos it was so obvious and kahmun still "huh"
then we went cycling heh.
tania couldnt cycle so 4 single bikes and one 2-ppl bike.
shannon rode with tania and it looked damn funny cos they looked like lovers.
and tania could sms and ride bicycle cos shannon controlling direction o.o
and she kept screaming when nothing was happening in the beginning.
junqi stayed near them then kahmun vry steady one like a long brown bean:)
and amandatan ah, she keep screaming super loudly tt it was so funny hahah.
and she dint ring the bell or brake in time tt once she led to someone falling straight off her bike :O LOL
and when amanda haven get momentum, you see her bike turn left ah, turn right ah, yr heart will bomp bomp bomp ah! cos its vry scary, latr she suddenly POMP fall down!
dint really cycle much as 6gracious one cos the weather wasnt favourable and not all of us chiong-ed xD woah 6gracious one totally go until dont know where man. can cycle till our netball chalet there at tanah merah!
then it rained and the lightning was super scary cos it was vry near us.
after tt cycled back and return our bikes.
we were meeting wanglaoshi for dinner at j8 but tania and kahmun cant go...
then went 7eleven to buy things to eat cos vry hungry:(
and took a picture outside 7-11 hahah.
bade goodbye to them and we went bowling centre to continue eating:D
then took taxi to eunos mrt and met yuka.
haha it was a vry good talk with wls cos like a few ppl ma then easier to talk.
and my food was not nice. regrettedbuying it xD
left the food court at 9+.
then went to buy bubble tea hehe:D
we were blowing into our straws to make sounds and i think it looked funny xD
hehh i think i dont feel like posting le ...
tmr got team talk.. wonder what is it about..
byebye

{ 7:34 AM }

Tuesday, March 17, 2009.
woah holidays are here already.
but im going out everyday of the week :(
from week 10:
sat - go school and shopping centre film for la sia
sun - maths tuition
week 11:
mon - project meeting; filming for sia and go weishan house
tues - trng
wed - cip 11-4 :(
thurs - go sign up guitar course with piggytan
fri - trng and project meeting
sat - class gathering at ecp
sun - math tuition
okay some are fun some arent but its tiring to go out every single day :(
blehh all the stupid projects damn it.
got LA sia, physics bio to finish this holidays and bio and physics haven start yet.
alamak and school work is not quite manageable...
especially sciences D:
the 3 pathetic physics i took damn long to do. and bio i totally stunned. look at the qn and sigh.
and i dont understand the velocity and speed graph of physics.
am i not listening in class or im not hardworking enough.
i must really pull myself up from laziness and talking too much in class.
oh ya i suddenly remember tt im going to change seats xD
cos got teacher complain about me and shannon talking lol
actually we talking abt the work lo, not other stuffs ><
mummified apple research is so not fun :(
come out all the human mummification then i scared see scary and all my goose bumps come out. latr at night got nightmare :O

yaye congratz bdiv for getting champs:D
yall did nanyang netball proud =)
the match in the beginning was super nervous cos the score was so close. with one leading at 1min and the other at the other minute.
then 3quart was scary. cos yuxuan sprained her ankle.
i think cherynn did vry well :) like if suddenly from wd go play circle defender is quite scary. and she handled well:)
dinner was quite nice la.
cos so long nv stay out late since beginning of year then its like can relax with yr teammates and eat till you explode!
but its quite ex >< $27
then i think i only managed to eat till $10++
the oreo cheesecake was nice:D shall post pics soon hah. 
then can exercise cos some food downstairs one so wont feel so full:)
but the only thing is the place quite ulu....
then played zhong ji mi ma with jnrs haha.
durian soya sauce wasabi prawn egg grape?
taste super wrong haha.
and lingting taste buds are nuts. totally no feeling one can. should go join fear factor then eat those spiders and cockraoch and what juice one.
then was quite tired...all of us bloodshot eyes.
went home with yanquan and valerie.
the talk was quite nice although i was damn sleepy...
like i think i feel more comfortable talking to snrs than last time. but selectively la><
last time like just listen them talk also quite nice.
i dont know if i can regain my drive and everything back in netball.
now its like i return to my sec2 skills and worser stamina.
and like i trained 1year for nothing. it feels terrible to think about it.
my stamina now is like super sucky. today long run was quite ok. but i cant imagine 2.4 under the HOT SUN under big pressure. 
and my skills....dont want to talk about it. totally not improving and not going for ball.
i need ppl to scold me. but maybe a person of higher position to scold me to move me on which is a coach. i shall work hard this year. 
cos if i dont work hard this year, there wont be any more chances.
and we must prove to jnrs we are not tt bad. cos like only 3 of our teammates made it into school team....and then dont let jnrs look down on us!
jiayous sec3s:D
maybe i should start running myself cos i dont think im fit for strenuous trngs, especially with ms lin where expectations are super high...
i must see improvement in myself! jiayou joleneong:)

then ytd went to weishan house. was super sleepy.
although quite funny at times.
omg justina thong look damn funny ><
and weishan house is super duper big haha.
and her dog is vry cute:)

ahhh how am i going to finish hm, projects and study for exams....
super super super X 10000 stressed up now :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
stress make me vry sian and unhappy....

{ 5:25 AM }

Saturday, March 7, 2009.
woah back from obs :D
obs was damn tiring and not really fun to me i think.
its like when its tiring then its not really fun.
but maybe its fun. aiya dont know ><

first day
shannon & weishan couldnt go then i knew i was going to be lonely. cos in class i think i talk to those 2 the most only.
then i was hoping tt they mix the classes up. at least can have amanda or any teammates.
in the end the school kindly group watches up by classes. how helpful:(
ok in the end i had to sort of "rely" on justina cos there was no one.
and she wasnt really reliable cos she dont want to accompany go dabian for 2 times.
aiya my dabian so smelly lol so nvm.
set off late cos dont know what the ppl doing.
took group photo and the camera man sucks can. i wasnt looking at the cam in the photo and it cost $4...
the boat there was quite shuang cos got cooling wind :D
then ok the nightmare started when we reached there...
301 to 305 all at campsite 1, others at campsite 2.
tt means i dont get to see amanda at all:( then nobody to tell stuffs. was quite disappointed about tt D:
heh our watch was called ARMSTRONG :) actually we all not vry strong xD
our instructor was jasmine who was vry nice:) and realise at the end of the day she was married with a daughter lol.
settled down then looked arnd the store where all the equip was.
then did a blade of grass which means you relax, stand there like a dumbbell while 2 ppl push you back and front. quite scary and fun.
trust fall is this thing tt you just fall backwards while ppl below catch you with a mat. damn scary :O
did belaying. abit like rockclimbing la. then somebody pulling you one.
LOL the funniest part was cos justina was belaying(pulling the string) for larissa to climb up.
then when larissa was coming down, larissa had to fall on(let go of everything) so all the weight goes onto justina and justina's legs totally flew off and i was justina's ankleman :O
omg la i totally sia dao faster pull justina down if not justina dont know fly to where already :O
then they gave us lunch or sth like tt with ALL THE FOOD FOR THE REMAINING DAYS!!!
siao one can. so many biscuits and bread which were for lunches and breakfasts.
lunch was ok cos everything taste nice when you are hungry and i like biscuits so it was considerably nice in a way:)
then nightfall already dont know what happen ><
cooked dinner - rice, sardines, luo han zai, peanuts(not nice D:)
hmm at first not bad la, after tt eat until want to puke.
washed up, pitch tents which i never did before :O and it was damn dark and we cant see anything without a torchlight bleh.
and justina was totally freaking out about WILD BOARS which really appeared but nv attack us la:)
then there was this lame firedrill which everybody strolled there>< and we got scolded for not having urgency for firedrill. woah firedrill at 10+?! they super early :D
in the end had briefing then nv brush teeth xD slept with justina jastine larissa and vanessa.
ok so larissa was happily snoring, vanessa suddenly kicking me in the middle of night, justina and vanessa keep facing me then i cannot move if not i will kiss them straight.
it wasnt a nice night to sleep but ok la good experience.

second day
woke up damn tired. unpitched tents.
breakfast wasnt really eaten cos we were late already><
the morning pt was super not like pt cos we were playing games LOL
did rock climbing. the wall not really nice to climb cos it was just rocks with little uneven parts. not the normal got grip here and there one.
then i regretted not climbing till the last part.
firstly, i discovered i was damn scared of heights, led to i was shivering while climbing xD
secondly, my shoe had no grip
thirdly, i was constipated><
then it rained so no chance to try second time D:
after tt packed stuffs into backpack cos we were kayaking to campsite 1.
woah super heavy man. about 15kg to 20kg. (we were going to track with tt weight for 14km on thursday :O)
was totally dying just walking to the jetty.
learnt how to kayak then went inside the water to feel the sea.
the cool water tickled my body until i was screaming and laughing.
then according to amanda, she was passing by kayaking in the red kayaks i saw at tt time and she heard me screaming and laughing. and she saw me also. she called out but i dint hear nor see ><
then we learnt how to capsize and save other ppl. quite challenging cos the kayak is vry heavy and must empty the water inside. somemore there is water current.
after tt we kayaked from camp 2 to camp 1. had to try capsizing in the deep waters. we were agaisnt current so if we stop kayaking the water will push us back.
and we totally float bcak damn far from capsizing. my partner was xiaolei then we were "left right left right" the whole thing. ok then i tot xiaolei 's leg was the kayak when we capsize so i GRABBED IT :O then we were like bursting into laughters for quite long. first time see her laugh until like siao zha bor like tt haha.
camp 1 is not really nice. somemore the water pipe burst so only one toilet to bathe in. and the water is like shooting sand at you so super pain to bathe D:
food at the cookhouse was ok la not really nice. pitch tents and briefing. my hand was burning and ppl screamed when i touched them so went medical centre and my temperature was 35.9 -.-
so the nurse(who looks groggy) say no worries when i felt feverish.
slept super well tt night :D cos i slept before larissa xD

third day!
we woke up at 6 when it was supposed to be 515 :O
then still had to pack things.
ok realise our watch dont really have the initiative, like do their own stuffs. except for emily and rebecca cos they super on one:)
kayaked with justina. our watch had to capsize first cos we dint finish capsizing the previous day. i was totally lauhing when i capsized into the cold waters. cos it was vry cold.
actually it wasnt tt funny but then like you purposely go and die in the waters and commit suicide not funny meh.
then the expedition started :O
omg la 14km of kayaking and like cannot really stop if not we will be pushed back by the currents. my arm was totally dying but cannot stop then steering(person sitting at the back) wasnt easy, it was quite tiring.
then i got abit frustrated lol.
cos like kayak in one straight line so nicely, suddenly someone come in and bang you and yr kayak change direction. then some ppl nv say sorry one. and then some ppl whack you on the head with the paddle somemoe lol.
i dint put sunblock on my ear!!! omg la BIG REGRET D:
in the end my ears had second degree sunburn :O
it was damn red and blisters formed the next day....:(
and my right one drng trekking i tot is mosquito flying arnd so i squished my ear in an attempt to squish the mosquitoes!
then after i squished, i felt alot of water so i take out and see and smell, it was PUS from my blister D:
super gross....then my left one was kena smacked by jingwen at night LOL. she just happen to pass by and then she PIAK my left side and water shot our hahaha.
kayaking was super challenging but got sense of achievement when we reached the destination :)
ate lunch on the kayak also xD
and i PEE-ED in the sea thrice! it is quite cool and shuang.
cos like the water is cold then when you pee, yr middle there feels hot hot one. then got hot current circulating below. then there is water pressure so it takes time for it to come out. so need use strength to push out xD then quite challenging and fun to xuxu in the water. lol i think i sound wrong><
the ulu campsite had to place to bathe so just changed clothes at the toilet which was super far away...
nobody initiate to cook dinner so i tried to ask ppl hurry up. was quite frustrated. then i couldnt tell anybody my troubles and frustration cos i dont really trust anybody there. how i wish amanda and shannon was there D:
dinner was maggee mee, curry chicken potato, corn and sardines. not bad la:D
then we had to pack our backpack for the next day trekking.
omg this was the pissfying part i think.
i realise many stuffs about myself and others also. like how can ppl totally dao you when you need help and all of us not willing to sacrifice for others. armstrong was not like a team to say the truth...
got scolded by jasmine cos we were late for 45mins><
then had night duty at 1. patrol arnd the place we camped at to make sure no outsider comes. ok i saw some white thing which i dint dare to see a second time lol.
then we plopped back to sleep again. and jastine suddenly cover her face with a tower when i turn to her side, i tot she was a WILD BOAR! omg scare me, lucky i dint scream.

fourth day
woke up, unpitch tents and like marked the places on the map so we knew where to walk. the instructor wasnt going to help us haha. the backpack was DAMN HEAVY D: i totally died carrying the 15-20kg thing on my bag and somemore my right backbone was protruding out due to long term overstrain of exertion. tt made things alot worser and we all walked like tortoises. you just feel like dying, crying giving up, every single bad emotion tt you can feel while trekking. and irritaing mosquitoes were buzzing arnd, biting my face,neck and hands cos i wore long sleeves. i regret not putting repellent rahh. cos i got alot of sandfly bites over my body D: im never going to trek with a heavy backpack ever ever ever again. it is TORTOROUS. i rather train for 10hours than trek like this :O freaking tiring. it was xiaolei's birthday so we sang her birthday song on chek jawa and she touched till she cried hahaha. omg we saw spiders which were one palm big :O:O:O the whole process made me think of trngs that i once wanted to give up and sit out to rest. i realise how lousy my perserverance was and here i was dying to trek finish the 14km with 15-20kg bag. then i just stoned throughout the journey, looking at the floor and keeping up my mentality of going on. i dint talk to anybody cos i guess nobody there could encourage me or even try. cos not close ma. then just trek lo. super happy when reached campsite 2! hahaha and i was highing with xiaolei, yumin and xiong yue! OMG la xiong yue is damn funny and gay !! her sunburn is like vertically WHITE RED WHITE! everytime i see her i will laugh like siao! and then xiaolei laugh tt time the mouth open DAMN BIG until i also keep laughing HAHAHA.
then she super lot of really lame until cannot lame jokes.

e.g she went maplestory at jianing's house and saw somebody called BOTAK then they asked the person "why you called botak still have SO MUCH hair?!" then the person gave the diao look. then she go ask the person "do i have hair??" the person replied "of course you have la!" then dont know why so funny. cos xiaolei laugh the mouth damn big made it funnier.

e.g from shannon who told her.
why is the whale big and blue???
ans : cos if it is small and purple, it will look like a grape -.- but damn funny.

e.g why is the sea blue??
ans : cos everyday the fish in the sea always BLOOP BLOOP until the sea also become blue colour. LOL this one damn funny.

then dinner tt time there were 2 pots of rice cooking then we were sitting in one row talking and telling jokes. then the pot at xiongyue there cooked faster. crystal who was cooking the rice asked "how come this side cook faster ah?" then xiong yue say "cos i hot ma" OMG we all totally laugh until like siao. ok no offence but she is quite plump la>< then its like crystal say "omg xiongyue i cant believe tt came out from yr mouth!"

then laugh until i super hungry. dinner was super nice:D
egg, luncheon meat, long beans, rice , maggee mee, curry chicken
then we cooked fried rice, fried rice and mee, fried mee, wet maggee, curry rice
is like pass arnd in a circle then like you take one mouth of rice then must pass down already if not traffic jam xD
then instructors made milo fudge for apples to dip in!! woah the milo fudge was super super nice! nicer than chocolate fudge :D then apple crumble was not bad too hehe.
ate super full and there was alot of leftovers.
clean up and then pack my stuffs back into my own bag.
it started to pour so we slept indoors instead of in the tents.
was super cold......
then in the morning xiong yue had a MOSQUITO bite on her EYE! omg laughed like crap again :)
i think next time i see her will keep laughing :O
then washed ponchos tents everything and hanged back. realise we lost quite a few things so each person must pay $2+.
then vanessa started crying, laughing crying. abit scary ><
and we did our last activity which was diving onto a mat from a height to hit the bell. then your watchmates will catch you with a mat. the command was like this.

you : armstrong ready?
armstrong : armstrong ready, armstrong pulll!! then we will PULL!
you : say waht you want to achieve after obs
you : diving!
armstrong : dive on!
bell : DING DING DING! :D

my goal was to never give up and go all our for cca and work and to be more selfless. first time i dint hit the bell and second i did :D very nice feeling! cos like you say yr goal then you jump to reach it and when the bell go DING DING DING, you feel like it mark the start of yr journey to your goal :D hehe.

then briefing and we went back HOME! bought a kid shirt XL LOL. but the picture vry cute. dint buy the collar one cos quite common>< saw nynb and shannon upon arrival.
was wearing my hello kitty slippers which cost $3 cos all my shoes spoil and vry dirty.
lol shannon was totally jumping about. like TOI TOI TOI TOI lol.
then my father came very fast so went back and ate maggee mee for lunch hahha.
told my mother about my blister then she almost brought me to a doctor:O
oh ya leting also had blisters on her ear hahahah. super funny cos she is the only 'companion' tt has blisters with me on the ear. just tt mine is much more gross and big D:
yaye nanyang won mgs!!!! omg damn happy :D read the sms when i woke up from afternoon nap then realise jnrs dint get into semi finals cos nanhua won mgs. haiyo so unfair...:( i think they cried like a sea cos they really fought hard to win nanhua. i think this year mgs not tt strong or is it the schools improve.
FINALS : NANYANG VS NANHUA!
if im not wrong. must win back nanhua!!! and get first in ZONALS and first in NATIONALS:D nanyang is unbeatable now! those school out there prepared to feel afraid of nanyang netball:D

heh i think i learnt alot from obs.
1. i realise i was scared of heights and easily give up when there is opportunity.
2. i dont go all out for many stuffs and end up regretting.
3. i cant adapt in a different surroundings as in with people whom im not close to. i feel super uncomfortable and weird :(
4. i realise im quite self centred and un nice :(
5. i realise my self control is very bad. like i get frustrated and pissed easily tt i may offend ppl. and like i cant stand some ppl's voices. although it is natural for her to speak tt way but then i dont know why sometimes it irritates me. actually is not natural, she purposely spoke in tt accent or slang.
6. from number 5, i realise i vry mean and zi yi wei shi.
7. i cannot really stand hardship, means im quite pampered.
8. i am quite chosy with food. lucky lunch had biscuits.
9. i dont have good patience and strong determination.
10. i dont have enough initiative.

i think i learnt quite alot about myself and other ppl too.
sometimes i think maybe a leopard cant change its spots.
i dont know. i try not to dont like but i cant help it.
maybe the person is just not my type.
hmm i shall go sleep already. its 12 45...

{ 7:13 AM }

Sunday, March 1, 2009.
i posted one at the bottom xD
the 19/2/09 one ....
scroll down to see:)

{ 5:57 AM }

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