shall post since i dont feel like studying yet...
ytd morning run was quite tiring><
like want to push but cant push.
and i had constipation throughout the run.
the brown "it" could be felt in my large intestine :o
played court after tt and i think it was quite nua for me and shihui.
cos we threw jelly-like passes at each other but was quite funny :D
i perspired alot alot then like super dehydrated.
and we got back our cl ppr :O so fast one. i remember last time wanglaoshi mark vry long one and you feel more secure cos like more meticuluous the way she mark although she vry strict.
dont know i should be satisfied or disappointed.
satisfied cos i passed. disappointed cos it wasnt a nice pass. but if i dint expect to pass in the first place, why would i be bothered whether the results are good. haiyo i also dont know. if you get sth, you still want more and more and more.
this greed makes me more disappointed and feel lousy about myself.
but i guess this greed will help and push me into working harder the next time and following exams.
the first type of greed is acting on me now. i dont dare to see the marks of the paper. the red colour stuffs on my cl ppr. pian duan shuo xie i got 10 :(
actualy the first thing ppl normally do after looking at their marks is looking arnd asking for ppl's score. i dint really dare to look arnd but i did ask ppl. i told myself i cannot compare with the lowest cos it is running away from reality and i wont be able to improve. but i dont know how to improve.
haiyo dont talk about tt thing already. i think sec3 results affect me alot alot more.
at night went for guitar lesson with shannon and amanda.
lol i brought the revision exercise book mathematics instead of my guitar book !
then i alamak! cos i flip open, expecting those tao gay appearing here and there, everywhere,
THEN i saw QUADRATIC GRAPHS, and i stone a while and realise i brought maths.
i need practise alot more cos i cant read notes and my jie zhou gan no good.
and tt piggytan i think she learn super fast. cos she covered our last week one and catching up with us already :D
today nth much happen. tmr going down to support nynb against rgs:) yaye got LOA. really hope they will win! if nynb become 1st in zonals, 1st in nationals, it will be super cool:D like can go arnd and say how good and zai nanyang netball is:)
okay i think i go and do big buisness then start studying heh.
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