woah holidays are here already.

but im going out everyday of the week :(

from week 10:

sat - go school and shopping centre film for la sia

sun - maths tuition

week 11:

mon - project meeting; filming for sia and go weishan house
tues - trng

wed - cip 11-4 :(

thurs - go sign up guitar course with piggytan

fri - trng and project meeting

sat - class gathering at ecp

sun - math tuition

okay some are fun some arent but its tiring to go out every single day :(

blehh all the stupid projects damn it.

got LA sia, physics bio to finish this holidays and bio and physics haven start yet.

alamak and school work is not quite manageable...

especially sciences D:

the 3 pathetic physics i took damn long to do. and bio i totally stunned. look at the qn and sigh.

and i dont understand the velocity and speed graph of physics.

am i not listening in class or im not hardworking enough.

i must really pull myself up from laziness and talking too much in class.

oh ya i suddenly remember tt im going to change seats xD

cos got teacher complain about me and shannon talking lol

actually we talking abt the work lo, not other stuffs ><

mummified apple research is so not fun :(

come out all the human mummification then i scared see scary and all my goose bumps come out. latr at night got nightmare :O

yaye congratz bdiv for getting champs:D

yall did nanyang netball proud =)

the match in the beginning was super nervous cos the score was so close. with one leading at 1min and the other at the other minute.

then 3quart was scary. cos yuxuan sprained her ankle.

i think cherynn did vry well :) like if suddenly from wd go play circle defender is quite scary. and she handled well:)

dinner was quite nice la.

cos so long nv stay out late since beginning of year then its like can relax with yr teammates and eat till you explode!

but its quite ex >< $27

then i think i only managed to eat till $10++

the oreo cheesecake was nice:D shall post pics soon hah. 

then can exercise cos some food downstairs one so wont feel so full:)

but the only thing is the place quite ulu....

then played zhong ji mi ma with jnrs haha.

durian soya sauce wasabi prawn egg grape?

taste super wrong haha.

and lingting taste buds are nuts. totally no feeling one can. should go join fear factor then eat those spiders and cockraoch and what juice one.

then was quite tired...all of us bloodshot eyes.

went home with yanquan and valerie.

the talk was quite nice although i was damn sleepy...

like i think i feel more comfortable talking to snrs than last time. but selectively la><

last time like just listen them talk also quite nice.

i dont know if i can regain my drive and everything back in netball.

now its like i return to my sec2 skills and worser stamina.

and like i trained 1year for nothing. it feels terrible to think about it.

my stamina now is like super sucky. today long run was quite ok. but i cant imagine 2.4 under the HOT SUN under big pressure. 

and my skills....dont want to talk about it. totally not improving and not going for ball.

i need ppl to scold me. but maybe a person of higher position to scold me to move me on which is a coach. i shall work hard this year. 

cos if i dont work hard this year, there wont be any more chances.

and we must prove to jnrs we are not tt bad. cos like only 3 of our teammates made it into school team....and then dont let jnrs look down on us!

jiayous sec3s:D

maybe i should start running myself cos i dont think im fit for strenuous trngs, especially with ms lin where expectations are super high...

i must see improvement in myself! jiayou joleneong:)

then ytd went to weishan house. was super sleepy.

although quite funny at times.

omg justina thong look damn funny ><

and weishan house is super duper big haha.

and her dog is vry cute:)

ahhh how am i going to finish hm, projects and study for exams....

super super super X 10000 stressed up now :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

stress make me vry sian and unhappy....