hello(:
had physics test today lol
set by ajl again heh so quite manageable...
but the thing is my paper got gradient one cos the curtain fly to me and molest me, then my paper got sunlight.
if the curtain close back again, my paper become orh orh like baluku then vry weird and my eye pain. i think i want to change seats cos i have shan guang. and i cant really communicate with the ppl near me.
maybe it takes time but then not vry comfortable. just feel vry quiet down there heh.
then cl was doing lianxi9. i think actually hor no marks one i do with more confidence. then got marks one like exam the whole hand will vibrate like go north pole like tt. so weird.
and for some reason i felt the same frustration in me like last night. then vry prone to anger.like last night my mom cut nails in my room then the click click vry frustrating i just screamed at her.but then sometimes its just the outburst held for vry long when you are treated in tt way so its sort of a payback of scarcasm. if anything isnt right just say it loud. no point making anger known to yrself only. i dont want to quarrel anymore. its vry tiring. but pls understand tt what you say sometimes make ppl feel zibei. for marks. tts why i want change seats. 2 ppl attacking me from both sides emotionally doesnt feel vry good><>< ok end of story.
heh must change to happier mood:D those things arent worth to spoil my day. anyway lucky i dint let tt affect my mood for test cos it always happens, sort of xi guan already until it becomes numb(: pe quite ok la. batting then dint get to field. hehh amanda was swinging swinging then i dint really know where to throw so she was saying "too high" "too low" "see see see BREAST LEVEL, down here!" LOL. i remember last lesson she smack the shuttle cock right into my forehead o.o and then she throw the ball at my face): lol and she all laugh herself one hahaha. then shannon was arnd teaching hah. i think many ppl improved due to her(: sometimes caring doesnt make a difference when you are the thorn.
then eat alone with shannon for recess cos amanda had meeting. after tt was physics test. then it was la. lol first time i listened and nv sleep...but i was playing with shannon lol. then lunch went down to eat with amanda with shannon. assembly quite ok. then went to amk hub to eat. roti prata man out to lunch:( so we went food court heh. the convo quite bland. cos i couldnt get myself to start talking. for the first time. then went home after tt. and slept again from 5 to 7 30...aiyo i everyday sleep afternoon nap one><>
shall end here.
(whats with the quotes. for me?)
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