my tooth is wriggling in my mouth.
how uncomfortable :/
and its like 9/10 loose.
but i dont dare pluck out....
ahhhhhh it feels like a baby. its a baby tooth!
ytd lessons were SO lame. coz audrey, van and shannon were laughing at a lame thing =.= rahhhhh its not true la. and i was a lil bit irritated by the number of things put inside my jacket and shirt....but not tt serious la. and homecons was super boring la. oh yea i think we screwed up drama perf. only junqi looked like a japanese. jianing looked like a sumo custume. me and shannon look like market malays.
oh and geog lesson teacher couldnt be here. and i was supposed to show the wkbk ans tt she gave me...and i FORGET! i actually searched my bag crazy, checked her pigeonhole, and went photocopying shop. and i even screamed nonsense at the class and was returned with blurr stares>
trng was 6 rounds arnd track in 10mins. did in 9mins. but i dint push myself hard enough. if i could reach jiaen, i would be super happy. then did the ball drop, catch with one hand and throw thing. couldnt really do properly. hand kept going up><
then we went over to the other court to play. then like halfway i saw these three hedgehog heads (amanda, leting and another somebody) from the bushes (bags) in the canteen looking at us! so freaky =O i was like O.O tianah what are they doing there?!?! loll the 6pm bell rang and we stopped. coz latr mrs sandy tan will come and "faster go home! mas selamat coming to catch you!" then the atmosphere was a bit dull. yea. and i agree with one snr who said on tue trng tt your mood will affect your teammates. like you feel sian, everybody will also feel sian. and amanda said we looked intidimating. wow.lol. they left and i went back with junqi.
and i dozed off at 9++ in the mean while waiting for amanda to finish her tuition to come online! ahhhhh feel super bad coz...she had a journey of great thinking. hahaha. my eyes were so not loyal. and i off the 10pm timer which was meant for me to sleep. and i was angry with my phone for ringing then. lol and i woke up at 8 30 and replied amanda sms. ate tomyam noodles, almond jelly and peanut pancake for breakfast. really wow at how i took them without thinking. lol but it was a really nice breakfast. lalalala then did some work.
AFTERNOON! hahaha had a real funny and nice convo with ms tan. hahaha tts not a teacher by the way. talked abt many random stuffs and she started reading random blogs posts! and many hilarious things happened and she became unglam and biantai :o hahahahaha! talked for real long! 2hrs++ and she somehow feels accomplished.. hahaha weirdo. stopped when my parents came home. sad.
"it was funny, it didnt feel like it was funny, and i didnt want to laugh, but i wanted to laugh, so i laughed" - ms mandy tan
this is what she said! its like super contrasting and funny. abt how she forced her laugh out. its jus too her. hahaha. cheem person.
hmmm i think the class shld stop being ostracized towards her. its not tt i was nv a "murderer" but i think since its the last year we are tgt, jus let everything go and not enter into ppl's private things as there may be some things we dont understand although it really seems not appealing on the outside. but even if so, shld nt have one big grp gossiping. haiya dont know la. and now she lost trust in the ppl arnd her. but i know tt secrets can surely be told when you know tt person well enough and enough to trust. im sure you will definitely find tt person one day. jus tt it is delaying only. i have found mine. its jus the 'thing' between you and the person. i think i sound crap. but jus leave her alone la. ok bye.
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