BLOCK TEST ARE FINALLY OVER!
im supposed to be high.
but it dint turned out so :/
still quite in a sian and mug mood. feeling super empty.
things just start too fast and end too fast for me even to accept.
it happens for many many things.
block test really made me really really tired with fatigue.
my mind is blocked. notes appearing in and out.
the stress reminded for another of hard time learning things.
how time passes so quickly and soon its end of year.
and 205 will separate... dont want to think abt it.
but it will come sooner or later.
i will fail fail fail fail fail fail every single thing. 6 fails jus nice.
my maths i jus let 5 marks gone like tt. really angry with myself.
but its quite fast. as in 2 days and misery is over.
but the misery in studying and memorising, cramping my small brain with overwhelming things that im so not interested in is really bad.
like many ppl's mood really affected.
first day was nervous. second day like dont bother much. jus want to quickly finish everything.
but when i come home i feel like mugging. like sth is missing.
soon mugging will commence again for block tests without me knowing when. its really really fast.
我不知道他们给了我多少日子；但我的手确乎是渐渐空虚了。在默默里算着，八千多日子已经从我手中溜去；像针尖上一滴水滴在大海里，我的日子滴在时间的流里，没有声音，也没有影子。我不禁头涔涔而泪潸潸了。
of coz not i write onexD
hmmm trng was very slacky as usual and i think there was this weird atmosphere there. no mood no mood. and like with no coach. we dont learn new things and trng really getting not very necessary. ppl being pissed with each other. but taopok was fun though>< i was squashed like some roti prata. then joined snrs and defended them. woah flying superwomen :o can feel wind of zai-ness. yea then there was confusion of jackets with shannon at the canteen...coz my jacket dont know fly until where. hmm lucky found it in the end. then bus was super hot! like no aircon and was like BURNING. which made things even worse. talk lalala. hope shannon can make it for saturday. it will sure make things better...although i also want to see a special person as much too :D thanks a lot for everything <#
当你发现时间已过了，那已经太迟了。不管你怎么费尽心思去要停止时间的流动，它就会像一只大恐龙准备吃你似的，让你没办法，只好放弃跟它战斗，让时间继续地走下去。而我们也只能无奈的一步一步走进死神的怀抱里。。。
hehe this one i write one :D vast diff from the one upstairs...
my passion for nb is dying soon...and the feeling wont be there anymore...
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