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went arnd looking at ppl's posts and is like 99% is emo one. then like haiyos. is like school giving stress everything. cca, work, projects, dealing with unreasonable teachers. still brooding a bit over losing the chance to get into semi-finals. dont know la. coz is like vry disappointing. like we train so hard for 1year plus. maybe not enough, maybe we jus dont have the potential and more urge to win than our opponents. but we are like no proper coach going into a battle. like no swords, shields and horses going to fight a war; and we go in with bamboo sticks and coconuts. although actually i tot tt going to top 8 will make me satisfied, but we always go for the best. but now like my passion for netball is dying soon. like really a burning splint going to be put at the chemical which produces hydrogen and getting ready to extinguish with a 'pop' sound. like now we are nt really enthu abt playing morning court and especially trngs. too many ppl cant make it and therefore cancelled. like if we cant make it, we must really brush up. like our standard with snrs the difference is great. wish them good luck in nationals. then recently i think two balls are lost?? like i also dont know how they were lost. but some could still laugh at it.then like not easy tt we bought new balls and we lost it. so feel quite nei jiu. coz i think is c'div lose one.

ms lye smsed sumei and sara's dads tt they got into the om thingo and can therefore intercompete with other classes for the chance to go into om singapore. i was the first to know abt it i think. so i informed everybody. like everybody quite disappointed coz they really put their heart and soul in it. like so much efforts buying here and there, making props and costumes. but as for me, i dont know why i dont feel anything for it. maybe jus a little bit sad coz im feel slack in the grp. like totally clueless before the script started. like not informed properly and nv take the effort. then feel guilty instead of disappointed. so what if ppl prefers our performance. life's jus like tt... haish but what belongs to us will be ours. but if it does not belong to us, it will never be. so we jus jiayous for our 7% of LA marks. lets not brood over it! om grp jiayous!

the guides marching thing was quite cool. like they stomp tgt can really feel the ground vibrating. then like their cca seem so stress-less. the way evie march was quite funny and nice. hahas and tania and kahmun also. then was tryout for lsc games. jaime and i doing onehand ball. then one ball i miss then so qiao3 hit shannon's specs and then it went wai1 diao4 D: feel so guilty. then maths lesson. mr fang nose inside got dirt one. so big and disgusting >< then geog lesson. wasnt even listening. coz i was looking at my dear friend who was behind and she was looking so depressed D: and you could see 'magma' brimming in her eyes and she trying to keep it back. a face full of stress and tiredness. i dont know how could i help but could only ask her if she is alright. coz i also not feeling very good. her post is also so saddening.haish. like coping with so many things. if i was her, i already bursted. so pei fu her for her determination and the will to carry on. jiayous! then science lab was like total blurrness. when me and rosanne finally see white precipitate in the limewater, we jumped with joy tgt. like finally see something move and change. coz others all no reaction one=.= then om presentation. hmm did our best i think. but results dint turn out as we wanted. everyone also wants tt chance. but it just dont belong to us. maybe there is unfairness in the choosing. maybe storyline too simple. maybe not good enough. too many maybes..

council investiture. i dint really know what was tt. then i tot is last year we sec1s then the councillors play with us one-we hold the councillor shoulders and run around and play games. then is actually see live telecast of them wearing bananas suits and it was quite serious xD the thing is cant see the councillors face then like only see yellow yellow thing walk here and there then like model show. coz the zoom out until so what. then the principal talk the face so BIG there can. hmm el version finish already, we all clap and cheer. then ms yap started talking in cl and everybody " haiyooooo" lol even teachers were sleeping can. whats more us. i only saw the part where they shake hand with principal them bow. like quite funny ><

went out with jianing and shannon to amk hub today to watch cj7. sry junqi nv ask you. coz you watch before. then if we go watch again, very unfair to you. waste your money. hmm so lucky got nebo card discount then $8 only. then it was super cold inside. and cj7 is a veryveryveryvery nice show. the dog so cute then the last part so sad. bt then suddenly so many cj7 appear then very cute and funny! :) and got one part the dog poo one nice poo on the guy's hand. hahahahaa laugh like crap. then went to buy audrey's b'dae present. hmm hope she will like it. coz i find it quite nice :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! hope everything goes well for you this whole year!

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