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today was exhausting under the hot sun.
netball carnival.
started off vry nua and ended nua-ly also bleh.
i got a serious problem.
i used to be vry excited abt carnivals.
but now like oh got carnival ah ok.
ahhhhh.
tts why whenever a ball is flying to my GA, i like stone for a while then go for the ball.
tts why jolene hardly intercepts ball. i cant stand my attitude bleh.
and i anyhow run dont know doing what thing.
and i throw crap passes which are either too powerful or wrong side.
i shouldnt even wear the GD bib to go on court heh.
and im over complacent. laugh at ppl exposed butt in the end lose to them:(
and i anyhow trip over ppl leg and got an abrasion at my elbow:(
alamak i really need to WAKE UP! im feel damn lousy playing.
and i got really bad sun burns.
congratz nynbteamB for winning 2nd prize :D
yaye at least our school got sth!

aiyo for the photo taking i smile until like brush teeth those kind of show my teeth cos i cant really smile.
and i got weird "mosquito bite size" spots on my face after dinner.
was totally freaking out and it was super itchy :(
and i bought wet tissues which i think helped abit.
and after tt i go top up my card, i dint know minimum is $5 so i was like banging the screen for a moment.
then poor jingwen had to come out to help me.
paiseh><
then after tt went home, frantically banging the wet tissue on my face.
and i walked home feeling scared cos it was vry dark:(
and tmr i have maths tuition. i haven done the practice ws yet rahh.

i need to find back my motivation for netball.
im slowly losing everything of it.
only solution is myself.

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