that's what friends are for

i shall update since im bored.
cip on fri was quite ok.
but shocked in the beginning when all were adults cos i expected cute children><>< size="1">not tt i dont want to try but sometimes trying your very best doesnt mean succeeding. and this reality came smacking into my face many many times. and sometimes it may seem on the surface tt you are nt trying at all but in fact you are....and sometimes afraid to try hard cos of the never ending failures. many sometimes.
trng ended.
saw shannon and celeste.
dint join them for dinner cos i was eating with my mom.
then called amanda cos she was waiting too.
met up with some others in the canteen after a while.
went amk hub for dinner and walked arnd before my dad fetched us home.
was super super tired. mentally and physically.
dint really do much on the com and work.
hehh was talking and talking.
oh and we got back maths ppr.
ok la not tt im sad nor happy.
i think im numbed to maths results after i failed last term>< so i dint feel happy when im supposed to feel happy. would being numbed to results make be wont want to work hard anymore? heh dont know. drama was quite slack as the teacher couldnt make it.

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